There's so many thoughts.

Racing. Wanting to get out.

Thoughts of me wanting more.

From life. From family. From her.

But will that happen?

I don't know.

Does hoping & wishing bring you satisfaction?

Does it make you feel complete?

I have so many questions for the world.

They're never answered.

Who's going to answer them?

I guess I have to find out for myself.

Darky McMidnight.

Heart Bleeds.

Leona Lewis said it best.

I don't want to be one of those cry babies.

So I stopped crying.

But its hard to forget.

Its hard to start over.

But I have to, huh?

Maybe some miracle will bring us back together.

I doubt it.

Maybe I should move on.

What if they come back to me?

I doubt that too.

"Stop being a cry baby and suck it up!".

That's the advice I have to give myself.

But maybe I should continue to dream of that happy ending.

Peace.

Darky McMidnight.